tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-368523123085265852024-03-06T01:24:29.225+07:00my personal hellwhat is mind,no matter,what does matter,nevermind...Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.comBlogger136125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-2571377637793549702013-07-23T00:38:00.001+07:002013-07-23T00:42:38.598+07:00Mengutip Kutipan dan Sepenggal Hal Remeh Temeh Lainya<img alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" src="http://imageshack.us/a/img153/3590/tv36.jpg" /><br />
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Tulisan di bawah ini baru ditemukan lagi setengah jam yang lalu di slempitan tipikal buku catatan yang isinya cuman coretan random di 10 halaman pertama, sama seperti buku-buku lainya.<br />
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10 Februari, 2009<br />
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06.07 PM, LIP Sagan. Ditemani seonggok honey crepes mblenyek serta segelas es coklat rasa odol.<br />
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Masih, Salah satu hape kesayangan Sony Ericsson seharga 925.000,- itu mengeluarkan serpihan bebunyian dari playlistnya yang sudah di setel secara acak oleh saya. Dan pada detik ini, sebongkah tembang dari 'Not Available' bertajuk 'Iron My Life' tengah sibuk menggantikan lantunan ERK yang baru saja menyudahi celotehnya dengan "Kulihat engkau terkulai.. tubuhmu... membiru.. tragis.. tragis...".<br />
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Masih, telinga saya terdesak earphone bervolume kencang sedari bermenit-menit yang lalu. Adzan maghrib terdengar samar. Tapi entah mengapa saya tetap tak kunjung menanggalkan penyumpal telinga magis ini dan segera beranjak ke lantai 2 untuk sembahyang. Kini jeritan 'Iron My Life' sudah tergantikan oleh desahan rancak 'Telepopmusik' dengan 'Dance Me' nya. Telah berpuluh-puluh sore dan malam saya lalui sendirian saja di kursi keras berwarna merah gelap ini. Kadang bersama sepenggal kawan, tapi tidak sering. Pemandangan yang tampak pun tetap saja sama. Bambu-bambu partisi yang menjadi "pagar", ditempatkan menutupi pagar aslinya yang terbuat dari besi, membuatnya terlihat redundan.<br />
Lagipula siapa yang peduli sih del?.<br />
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Masih, lagi-lagi saya masih enggan untuk beranjak. Sore episode ini saya mencoba menyerap lagi apa yang dikutip Paul Arden dari Oscar Wilde di bukunya 'Whatever You Think, Think The Opposite'. Ada beberapa kalimat yang menyita perhatian saya.<br />
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<i>"Sebagian besar orang adalah orang lain"</i><br />
<i>"Pikiran mereka adalah orang lain"</i><br />
<i>"Hidup mereka seperti bunglon"</i><br />
<i>"Hasrat mereka adalah kutipan"</i><br />
- Oscar Wilde<br />
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Bahkan saya pun perlu mengutip kata-kata ini untuk menampilan bahwasanya saya selama ini adalah isi kutipan tersebut. Seberapapun besar usaha saya membawa, mengarahkan dan menarik diri saya untuk menjadi tidak seperti orang lain ataupun menjadi seseorang yang tidak tipikal, tetap saja kecenderungan untuk terpengaruh orang lain sangatlah besar. Menjadi original adalah utopia.<br />
Tetapi in menurut saya tidak perlu menjadi original untuk menampilkan identitas diri, tapi tidak juga selalu berkiblat pada orang lain. Inspirasi itu perlu, dan ide merupakan buah pikiran yang tak ternilai harganya.<br />
Masalahnya, saya masuk ke dalam salah satu dari rombongan manusia yang dianugerahi oleh Tuhan dengan keadaan dimana selalu berkesusahan dalam memunculkan ide, apapun. (Iya, ini adalah sambat in disguise)<br />
Ide merupakan sesuatu yang prestisius bagi saya. Lalu kira-kira kapan saya bisa lepas dari bayang-bayang kutipan orang lain ya? *ngomong sama rumput*<br />
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<i>"Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everyone I've ever known" - Chuck Pahlaniuk.</i><br />
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Hallo humans, it's been a while.
what have you been up to lately?
Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-49292886682662387232012-03-15T23:26:00.005+07:002015-09-28T23:50:17.724+07:00Death Cab For Cutie at Last!<img alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" src="http://img651.imageshack.us/img651/4562/000039j.jpg" height="432" width="640" /><br />
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Hollaback! sudah lama tidak bercerita banyak. Tapi sejak kapan saya pernah bercerita banyak? berhubung 'banyak' itu relatif jadi saya pengen bercerita sedikit jalan-jalan super singkat nonton Death Cab For Cutie di Singapura. <br />
Setelah gagal nonton mereka 4 bulan lalu di 2 kota berbeda (read <a href="http://monsterofblah.tumblr.com/post/13011277765/entry-18-death-cab-for-cutie-was-the-reason-i">here</a>) saya dapet kabar kalo Ben Gibbard and his band bakal ngadain Asian tour dari Februari sampe Maret. Long story short gosip-gosip mereka bakal main di Indonesia akhirnya teteup berujung gosip dan entah mengapa didalam keadaan per-uang-an yang begitu cekaknya ini saya malah mutusin buat nonton. Setelah merayu pacar-pacar buat ikutan nonton yang berujung nihil jadilah pun saya pun berangkat sendirian. Ah berangkat sendirian naek sri tanjung njabanin nonton mew di Surabaya aja berani masak yang ini enggak sih saya pun dengan kemakinya mikir begitu. <br />
Secara berangkatnya pagi dan konsernya malem, saya punya kurang lebih 7 jam buat nganggur, dan akirnya diputuskanlah untuk nyari recordstore. Seorang teman menyarankan beberapa recordstores ciamik, and I finally chose ROXY RECORDS di Coleman St. soalnya deketan sama Fort Canning Park yang dimana adalah tempat mas Ben bakalan manggung. Nyampe roxy records makbedunduk ada Arian 13 dan tetemanya lagi browsing-browsing ganteng vinyls & CDs sambil liat2 isi toko yang seumplik besarnya. Saya sebagai seorang manusia biasa ketemu artis (indie) ternama, sok cool ikutan desek2an liet-liet sembari mengisyaratkan 'heleh elo, lagi liet liet sidi ya lo, sama dah ama gue, sonoan dikit dong' sambil melengos, dan lalu 10 menit kemudian saya potoin dari belakang pas mereka enggak lihat. hahaha yeah I'm that cheesy :P.<br />
Sudahlah kita cut saja blabbering detail-detail penting itu, now back to Death Cab for Cutie!. <br />
Cukup menyesal cuman mengandalkan kamera HP dan Pentax Analog 50mm kali ini, tapi saya berasumsi bahwa pasti gak bakal kusyuk kidmat nontonnya kalo bawa DSLR. *true story*<br />
Tanpa band pembuka, DCFC langsung ngebawain a lack of color gak pake bishi bashi, dan alhasil menurut saya gak ngangkat mood banget. Feeling saya masih kemana-mana sampe lagu ke 3 'Crooked teeth'. Banyak lagu-lagu ripitwan favorit yang gak dibawain macam 'different names for the same thing', 'underneath a sycamore', 'your new twin size bed' dll, haduh SAYA JUGA PENGEN SING ALONG KAAQ!!! *sedakep* . <br />
Tapi juga mendiscover lagu-lagu yang juga tak kalah ketci di album 'Photo Album' yang dimana jarang didengerin koyoto ' Blacking out the friction' dan 'photobooth'. I literally had tears in my eyes when they played I will follow you into the dark, cukup mensurpraiskan cause I never fancy this song that much, and that was the first time I cried in the middle of a gig or a concert. tears of joy I suppose ;D<br />
Tiny Vessel, lagu kedua terakhir sebelum translatiscm, Ben Gibbard terlihat cukup nggerus nyanyiinnya. Mungkin itu kenapa gak ada lagu cinta buat zoey macam 'monday morning' or 'stay young go dancing' yang dimaenin kala kemarin malam itu. Sang selebtwit @hasief pun juga beranggapan "Suddenly 'Tiny Vessels' takes on a whole new meaning when Ben sings it”. <br />
Sepenggal liriknya berbunyi <br />
<span style="font-style: italic;"><br />"This is the moment that you know<br />That you told her that you loved her but you don't.<br />You touch her skin and then you think<br />That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.<br />Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.e"</span><br />
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And I say : heseh, lagi denial mas?<br />
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<span style="font-style: italic;">"All i see are dark grey clouds<br />In the distance moving closer with every hour<br />So when you ask "was something wrong?"<br />That i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now. <br />No, we can't talk about it now."<br /><br />So one last touch and then you'll go<br />And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more<br />But it was vile, and it was cheap<br />And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me<br />Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me"</span><br />
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then I was like : Awwwhh it's okay mas, we've all been there.. *pats and hugs* <br />
:'DMeidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-60601694737989717482012-03-14T21:35:00.003+07:002015-09-28T23:51:45.450+07:00The Space They Can't Touch<img alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" src="http://img6.imageshack.us/img6/1324/img6134dp.jpg" height="425" width="640" /><br />
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11 Maret 2012, Yayasan Yaketunis Krapyak, Yogyakarta<br />
Title from Less Than Jake (Album: GNV FLA)Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-84152071213828077492012-02-16T21:30:00.004+07:002015-09-28T23:52:01.866+07:00Choco Mousse<img alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" src="http://img27.imageshack.us/img27/850/chocomouse2.jpg" height="426" width="640" /><br />
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<del>cin..</del>lagi pengen aja. (pengen bilang gak ada kerjaan cuman gak asik banget gitu kesannya pengangguran, walaupun emang iya) :P.<br />
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How to nya bisa di klik di <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2GJWHckNFQ&feature=g-like&context=G28e0ca5ALTzfhtwAAAA">sini</a><br />
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Tip: Kalo gak suka makanan manis, bisa dikurangin gulanya sesuai selera. (you don't say??)Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-16122026303340842682012-02-01T01:15:00.004+07:002015-09-28T23:53:01.607+07:00COLORS!<img alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" src="http://img688.imageshack.us/img688/9616/img5143s.jpg" height="488" width="640" /><br />
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(From left to right: Musim Gugur di Verona, Louxembourg dari atas tebing, Resto di rooftop Pompidou, a girl with red nail polish in Milan, typical mailbox in Italy)Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-28923744415573957162012-01-09T00:37:00.003+07:002015-09-28T23:53:47.684+07:00#selo<img alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" src="http://img441.imageshack.us/img441/7985/img5768w.jpg" height="436" width="640" /><br />
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Jadi ceritanya, sekarang saya- kalo kata anak muda jaman dulu yang ngaku2 kekinian- lagi di dalam masa2nya #woles alias selow alias selo alias whatever (lho??). Dan ini dia hasil keselowan saya akhir-akhir ini selain bertambhanya jumlah jerawat di jidat. Setelah mengalami drama yang cukup panjang mencari resep cake dan frosting yang cucok, akhirnya (so far) berhasil juga bikin yang agak 'jadi'. <br />
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Bon Appetit!Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-36320647739387927612011-12-30T01:31:00.003+07:002015-09-28T23:54:44.217+07:00Nemu!Menemukan arsip foto-foto dari kamera analog.. :)<br />
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Saya masih ingat akhir tahun lalu pas lagi nganggur-nganggurnya, saya <a href="http://monsterofblah.blogspot.com/2010/12/motivates-unmotivated-me.htmll">nulis</a> tahun depan pengen pergi lagi ketempat jauh yang belum pernah disambangin biar ceritanya membangkitkan motivasi buat cari kerjaan yang tetap (instead of tunyul-tunyul ke segala arah buat nyari proyekan). Traveling episode selanjutnya diniatin dengan (sok) mantapnya gak mau ketempat yang gitu-gitu doang. Ibaratnya kalo di Indonesia itu ke Ternate/sabang/NTT , kalo luar negeri Alaska sekalian. Saya ga pernah nyangka bahwa 10 bulan kemudian cita-cita yang cuman asal lewat di kepala itu beneran kejadian. Destinasinya mainstream sih pada akhirnya, tapi rasanya JILAK saya dan "pacar" naik levelnya beneran jauh sekali, it's almost half a world away. Modalnya cuman nekat sih waktu itu. Ya nekat harta, ya nekat segalanya.<br />
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Half story trip selama di Eropa yang terbagi dalam beberapa entries, ada di <a href="http://monsterofblah.tumblr.com/page/20">sini</a>.<br />
8 countries 13 cities in 36 days. One more thing I can cross off of my bucket list :).<br />
<br />Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-43043394698509832632011-09-22T21:36:00.002+07:002015-09-28T23:58:27.492+07:00Japanese WhispersTexas Pandaa | Melonyellow | Paraparanoid<br />
LIP, 19 September 2011<br />
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Ps. Karena dateng ke LIP nya telat, saya gak sempet motretin 2 band pembuka yang gosipnya tak kalah memukau itu. better luck next time ;)Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-81744272573375704882011-08-18T12:16:00.002+07:002015-09-29T00:09:25.315+07:00YARD SALE!<a href="http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/62/pampletgerejsel.jpg/"><img alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" src="http://img835.imageshack.us/img835/3250/pampletgerejsel.jpg" height="452" width="640" /></a>
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phone: 082133406616/08122758762Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-90999450232357315302011-07-28T23:48:00.004+07:002011-07-29T00:38:15.040+07:00KERACUNAN INGATANLast night was F o o o k i n' AWESOME I could cry :'D<br />jangankan dua, setaun menunggu itu sudah cukup lama.. <br />semoga masih bisa bertemu lagi di masa yang entah kapan x)<br /><br />Keracunan Ingatan : Armada Racun & Melancholic Bitch<br />at langgeng Art Fondation 27 Juli 2011<br /><br /><img src="http://img163.imageshack.us/img163/7764/71219031.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/4826/90696486.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><img src="http://img97.imageshack.us/img97/3774/62833986.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><img src="http://img801.imageshack.us/img801/2100/61427370.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><img src="http://img24.imageshack.us/img24/3135/31611232.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><img src="http://img9.imageshack.us/img9/9836/27126418.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><img src="http://img855.imageshack.us/img855/9783/72289869.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><img src="http://img29.imageshack.us/img29/1560/21338291.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><img src="http://img683.imageshack.us/img683/3663/72448513.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><img src="http://img163.imageshack.us/img163/8505/16997051.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><img src="http://img197.imageshack.us/img197/7165/96412741.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><img src="http://img232.imageshack.us/img232/6149/53926646.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/><br /><br /><br />PS: Terimakaisih partner-partner ngegigs saya semalam. kalian oke sekali ;DMeidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-25164318315773656282011-06-23T00:56:00.003+07:002011-06-23T01:56:55.334+07:00We both laugh histerically"If you were a beautiful sound in the echoes all around, and I'd be your harmony..<br />And we'd sing along in the crowds beneath the candy coated clouds, a strawberry avalanche please crash over me.. " <3 <br /><br />#Owl City - Strawberry AvalancheMeidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-25163499241981447522011-06-14T00:32:00.005+07:002015-09-29T00:10:49.028+07:00Newly Born<a href="http://monsterofblah.tumblr.com/"><img alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" src="http://img263.imageshack.us/img263/1619/screenshot20110614at122.jpg" height="192" width="640" /></a><br />
(klik gamabr diatas untuk menuju tautan yang sedang dimaksud)Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-43108280247361979692011-06-13T22:41:00.005+07:002015-09-29T00:11:21.355+07:00#98 Birthday GiftsTahun ini saya cukup beruntung diberi teman-teman yang inget beli (bikin) kado buat ulang tahun saya.. hahaha ;D<br />
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Beberapa tidak sempat terfoto dan terdokumentasi dengan baik, seperti birthday cake dari rekan kerja, dan etc, tetapi tetap tidak mengurangi rasa terimakasih yang cukup mendalam kepada kalian-kalian yang sudah menyediakan effort lebih untuk memberikan sekelumit happiness kepada saya yang banci kado dan banci surprise ini.. :P</div>
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Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-36127440252486808272011-06-09T14:34:00.003+07:002015-09-29T00:11:40.935+07:00#99 homemade cookies<div>
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Resepnya? Pada dasarnya sama sih dimana-mana, cuman kata kawan yang udah makan asam garem di dunia perkukisan, brown sugar sama butter itu salah dua bahan kunci untuk kesuksesan sebuah chocochip cookies. </div>
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Pake bahan substitusi? bisa, brown sugar bsa diganti dengan gula pasir biasa yang dicampur madu dengan perbandingan 1:1. Butter gak perlu di substitusi lah ya, secara gampang di ciduk di supermarket kesayangan terdekat.. ;D</div>
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happy baking!</div>
Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-73643181257026694922011-04-18T01:37:00.004+07:002015-09-29T00:12:06.020+07:00#100happinessKayaknya saya belum pernah ya bikin proyek 30 hari apa, atau 364 hai memotret apa kaya blogger2 yang konsisten ngapdet blognya. Kepingin sih biar ada tuntutan buat rajin ngapelin blog sendiri. Karena saya gak bakat nulis, mungkin proyek #100happiness ini bakal dibanjiri foto-foto aja dengan (mungkin) sedikit deskripsi didalamnya. Ah yang penting posting lah yaw ;D. Mari dimulai proyek ini dengan membaca bacaaan basmallah!<br />
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BASMALLAH!<br />
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(disclaimer : #100 bukan berarti least happy dan #1 adalah super happy)<br />
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these are 100 things that make me happy.</div>
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Oke, mungkin gak melulu bikin happy sang empu yang ninggalin di dalemnya ya. Tetapi dari sekian banyak tempat favorit diluar rumah, kamar saya selalu berhasil bikin saya kembali memutuskan pulang kerumah ketika dihadapkan pertanyaan "abis ini mau kemana ya??". Selalu ada magnet yang bikin saya betah didalemnya (kecuali jika musim tengu tiba). Ekspektasi kamar impian saya kira2 udah 50% lah ada dikamar ini. jadi kenapa masih bingung cari hiburan diluar sana kalo kamar sendiri udah menyediakan? ;)</div>
Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-90307296149336070052011-04-08T20:58:00.004+07:002015-09-29T00:12:29.380+07:00Fast Forward<img alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" src="http://img215.imageshack.us/img215/5724/img8123i.jpg" height="426" width="640" /><br />
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Perasaan dan hati terlalu rapat dilindungi, dan ketidaktahuan tentangnya membuat tidak ingin berusaha lebih keras lagi untuk mendapatkanya - Indraherlambang, Kicau kacau 2011 (dengan sedikit perubahan)Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-85226833495445777222011-04-07T01:09:00.004+07:002015-09-29T00:13:49.333+07:00I would walk 500 miles and I would walk 500 more<img alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" src="http://img203.imageshack.us/img203/6572/84475785.jpg" height="426" width="640" /><br />
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Bulan yang cukup berat untuk kedua kempol kaki, but it's worth the pain :)Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-90849434101362085972011-03-13T22:01:00.005+07:002015-09-29T00:14:22.275+07:00What time is now?<div class="posterous_autopost">
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<span class="Apple-style-span">Melongoklah ke jendela!</span></div>
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"Fatamorgana hal yang sudah sangat biasa, optimis pun percuma saja" - @DesireeAdityaMeidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-49414073081440313302011-01-24T20:09:00.006+07:002015-09-29T00:15:19.276+07:00Hidden agenda<div class="posterous_autopost">
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Kenapa harus selalu ada hidden agenda? </div>
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why?</div>
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Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-79082489396531686862011-01-22T16:43:00.003+07:002011-01-22T20:22:11.337+07:0022/01/11<img src="http://img713.imageshack.us/img713/7308/img86951.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">-----------</div><div><div style="text-align: center;">"I want you to hit me as hard as you can" - tyler durden (fight club)</div><div><br /></div></div>Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-57878374652251018472011-01-15T01:00:00.008+07:002015-09-29T00:20:41.254+07:00Ordinary craps<div>
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hello blog!<br />
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(seperti biasa) saya selalu bingung setiap mau nulis. Emang gak bakat sih, jadi mo gimana lagi :"></div>
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I'll update you with my current life aja ya.. (ikut-ikutan uthi) gak penting sih, tapi salah siapa udah nyusruk kemari hayooh?? (siapa juga yang majang link dimane maneee?? *ditoyor masa*)</div>
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1. I'm working now. don't ask me further than dimana? Housing Resource Center it is. but I think It won't last long. dunno.. nuff said.</div>
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2. Tampan Destawan asked me to join his (and his friends') event for the next couple of months. When I got a chance to know people who are so talented in their field, it always excites me. </div>
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3. Tiba-tiba seneng nyoba2 pake pondasi (foundation.red), colek2 blush on, sama hobi nongkrongin mutiara. I blame ruben for this! </div>
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4. My old mirror now had a new look. a clean slate one (I'm no longer ababil yes?yes?yes? *death stare* B-) )</div>
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5. Sedang tergila gila lagi lagu strawberry avalanche by owl city akhir2 ini. it makes me feel like.. the butterflies that already gone, is coming back, kembali menyeruak masuk ke dalam kalbu (tjih bahasa guwe). it feels weirdly funny. </div>
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6. Seminggu yang cukup penuh dengan kegiatan produktif di area perdapuran :D</div>
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7. love? it's frickn difficult to answer. saya sendiri juga gak tau what I actually feels.. kalo kata salah seorang temen (as far as I remember) : are you really in love? or you just love the concept of being in love? I dunno.. one thing that i know, everytime I'm pulling my self out from one person or another kind like this (cinta dari keluarga tidak termasuk dalam kategori ini), ok, it maybe ended with a good ending, but it always makes me down inside. I never ever happy with all kinds of closure. who does? (kecuali kalo emang partner/teman/pacar/ siapapun itu yang akan kalian akhiri hubunganya emang freak sih, different case :p)</div>
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8. oh ya, saya butuh softcase</div>
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9. saya juga butuh potong rambut. Udah banyak yang menyindir rambut saya kayak singoo *fork you* :P</div>
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Ah, semakinh tidagh mutugh! sudah lah, sudah hampir pagi juga. Saya mo bikin official latenight meal for nocturnals : mi godog. toodle-o humans!</div>
Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36852312308526585.post-27687744174348561872010-12-25T03:39:00.004+07:002010-12-25T05:09:44.314+07:00Sneak peek! Road trip to Wonosobo - Dieng<img src="http://img691.imageshack.us/img691/7523/opolaj.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /><div>-----</div><div>Rest of the story nya besok deh. Besok-besok gak ngerti kapan tapinya.. :P</div>Meidhan Fideliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07215993581345446484noreply@blogger.com1