my personal hell

E COLORS!

2012-02-01T01:15:00.003+07:00

(From left to right: Capturing autumn in Verona, Luxembourg from above, Rooftop restaurant Paris, a girl with red nail polish in Milan, typical mailing box in Italy)

#selo

2012-01-09T00:37:00.003+07:00

Jadi ceritanya, sekarang saya- kalo kata anak muda jaman dulu yang ngaku2 kekinian- lagi di dalam masa2nya #woles alias selow alias selo alias whatever (lho??). Dan ini dia hasil keselowan saya akhir-akhir ini selain bertambhanya jumlah jerawat di jidat. Setelah mengalami drama yang cukup panjang mencari resep cake dan frosting yang cucok, akhirnya (so far) berhasil juga bikin yang agak 'jadi'.

Bon Appetit!

Nemu!

2011-12-30T01:31:00.003+07:00

Menemukan arsip foto-foto dari kamera analog.. :)

THAT AWESOME MOMENT WHEN..

2011-12-24T00:56:00.005+07:00

Saya masih ingat akhir tahun lalu pas lagi nganggur-nganggurnya, saya nulis tahun depan pengen pergi lagi ketempat jauh yang belum pernah disambangin biar ceritanya nyalain motivasi buat cari kerjaan yang tetap (instead of tunyul-tunyul ke segala arah buat nyari proyekan).Traveling episode selanjutnya diniatin dengan sok mantapnya gak mau ketempat yang gitu-gitu doang. Ibaratnya kalo di Indonesia itu ke Ternate, kalo luar negeri Alaska sekalian. Siapa coba yang bakal nyangka 10 bulan kemudian cita-cita yang cuman asal lewat dikepala itu beneran kejadian. Destinasinya mainstream sih pada akhirnya, tapi rasanya buset dah alamakjang saya dan "pacar" naik levelnya beneran jauh sekali, it's almost half a world away. modalnya cuman satu sih, NEKAT BRAH! ;)

Full story trip selama di Eropa, ada di sini. Ya itu juga kalo gak empet ngeliat poto-poto "tamasya" yang kata orang kemaki-dumeh-neng-yurop-njuk-mesti-pamer itu :p.

Japanese Whispers

2011-09-22T21:36:00.002+07:00

Texas Pandaa | Melonyellow | Paraparanoid
LIP, 19 September 2011

Ps. Karena dateng ke LIP nya telat, saya gak sempet motretin 2 band pembuka yang gosipnya tak kalah memukau itu. better luck next time ;)

YARD SALE!

2011-08-18T12:16:00.002+07:00

(click image for larger view)

YARD SALE!
saturday to sunday, 20th - 21st August 2011
at Archsketch Studio (see the map!)

THE ONLY PLACE TO BUY MAGNIFICENT CRAPS! :D
outfits, bags, shoes, cassettes, books, toys, kitchenware, prints, etc

wants to participate? or sell your own goods?
mention us on twitter @paramitta or @monstarrgh
phone: 082133406616/08122758762

KERACUNAN INGATAN

2011-07-28T23:48:00.004+07:00

Last night was F o o o k i n' AWESOME I could cry :'D
jangankan dua, setaun menunggu itu sudah cukup lama..
semoga masih bisa bertemu lagi di masa yang entah kapan x)

Keracunan Ingatan : Armada Racun & Melancholic Bitch
at langgeng Art Fondation 27 Juli 2011

PS: Terimakaisih partner-partner ngegigs saya semalam. kalian oke sekali ;D

reflection

2011-07-03T00:29:00.005+07:00

Sebegitu seringkahnya saya bikin kecewa manusia lain, sampe-sampe banyak manusia yang ngecewain saya?

We both laugh histerically

2011-06-23T00:56:00.003+07:00

"If you were a beautiful sound in the echoes all around, and I'd be your harmony..
And we'd sing along in the crowds beneath the candy coated clouds, a strawberry avalanche please crash over me.. " <3

#Owl City - Strawberry Avalanche

Newly Born

2011-06-14T00:32:00.005+07:00

(klik gamabr diatas untuk menuju tautan yang sedang dimaksud)

#98 Birthday Gifts

2011-06-13T22:41:00.005+07:00

Tahun ini saya cukup beruntung diberi teman-teman yang inget beli (bikin) kado buat ulang tahun saya.. hahaha ;D

Beberapa tidak sempat terfoto dan terdokumentasi dengan baik, seperti birthday cake dari rekan kerja, dan etc, tetapi tetap tidak mengurangi rasa terimakasih yang cukup mendalam kepada kalian-kalian yang sudah menyediakan effort lebih untuk memberikan sekelumit happiness kepada saya yang banci kado dan banci surprise ini.. :P

xoxo

#99 homemade cookies

2011-06-09T14:34:00.003+07:00

Mungkin karena jam terbang saya di area perdapuran kurang tinggi, bentuknya dibilang kueh aja kayak gak rela ya.. haha

Resepnya? Pada dasarnya sama sih dimana-mana, cuman kata kawan yang udah makan asam garem di dunia perkukisan, brown sugar sama butter itu salah dua bahan kunci untuk kesuksesan sebuah chocochip cookies.

Pake bahan substitusi? bisa, brown sugar bsa diganti dengan gula pasir biasa yang dicampur madu dengan perbandingan 1:1. Butter gak perlu di substitusi lah ya, secara gampang di ciduk di supermarket kesayangan terdekat.. ;D

happy baking!

#100happiness

2011-04-18T01:37:00.004+07:00

Kayaknya saya belum pernah ya bikin proyek 30 hari apa, atau 364 hai memotret apa kaya blogger2 yang konsisten ngapdet blognya. Kepingin sih biar ada tuntutan buat rajin ngapelin blog sendiri. Karena saya gak bakat nulis, mungkin proyek #100happiness ini bakal dibanjiri foto-foto aja dengan (mungkin) sedikit deskripsi didalamnya. Ah yang penting posting lah yaw ;D. Mari dimulai proyek ini dengan membaca bacaaan basmallah!

BASMALLAH!

(disclaimer : #100 bukan berarti least happy dan #1 adalah super happy)

these are 100 things that make me happy.

#100

ma chambre.

Oke, mungkin gak melulu bikin happy sang empu yang ninggalin di dalemnya ya. Tetapi dari sekian banyak tempat favorit diluar rumah, kamar saya selalu berhasil bikin saya kembali memutuskan pulang kerumah ketika dihadapkan pertanyaan "abis ini mau kemana ya??". Selalu ada magnet yang bikin saya betah didalemnya (kecuali jika musim tengu tiba). Ekspektasi kamar impian saya kira2 udah 50% lah ada dikamar ini. jadi kenapa masih bingung cari hiburan diluar sana kalo kamar sendiri udah menyediakan? ;)

Fast Forward

2011-04-08T20:58:00.004+07:00

Perasaan dan hati terlalu rapat dilindungi, dan ketidaktahuan tentangnya membuat tidak ingin berusaha lebih keras lagi untuk mendapatkanya - Indraherlambang, Kicau kacau 2011 (dengan sedikit perubahan)

I would walk 500 miles and I would walk 500 more

2011-04-07T01:09:00.004+07:00

Bulan yang cukup berat untuk kedua kempol kaki, but it's worth the pain :)

What time is now?

2011-03-13T22:01:00.005+07:00

Melongoklah ke jendela!

Jadi..

2011-02-02T01:47:00.006+07:00

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"Fatamorgana hal yang sudah sangat biasa, optimis pun percuma saja" - @DesireeAditya

Hidden agenda

2011-01-24T20:09:00.006+07:00

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Kenapa harus selalu ada hidden agenda?

why?

22/01/11

2011-01-22T16:43:00.003+07:00

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"I want you to hit me as hard as you can" - tyler durden (fight club)

Ordinary craps

2011-01-15T01:00:00.008+07:00

hello blog!

(seperti biasa) saya selalu bingung setiap mau nulis. Emang gak bakat sih, jadi mo gimana lagi :">

I'll update you with my current life aja ya.. (ikut-ikutan uthi) gak penting sih, tapi salah siapa udah nyusruk kemari hayooh?? (siapa juga yang majang link dimane maneee?? *ditoyor masa*)

1. I'm working now. don't ask me further than dimana? Housing Resource Center it is. but I think It won't last long. dunno.. nuff said.

2. Tampan Destawan asked me to join his (and his friends') event for the next couple of months. When I got a chance to know people who are so talented in their field, it always excites me.

3. Tiba-tiba seneng nyoba2 pake pondasi (foundation.red), colek2 blush on, sama hobi nongkrongin mutiara. I blame ruben for this!

4. My old mirror now had a new look. a clean slate one (I'm no longer ababil yes?yes?yes? *death stare* B-) )

5. Sedang tergila gila lagi lagu strawberry avalanche by owl city akhir2 ini. it makes me feel like.. the butterflies that already gone, is coming back, kembali menyeruak masuk ke dalam kalbu (tjih bahasa guwe). it feels weirdly funny.

6. Seminggu yang cukup penuh dengan kegiatan produktif di area perdapuran :D

7. love? it's frickn difficult to answer. saya sendiri juga gak tau what I actually feels.. kalo kata salah seorang temen (as far as I remember) : are you really in love? or you just love the concept of being in love? I dunno.. one thing that i know, everytime I'm pulling my self out from one person or another kind like this (cinta dari keluarga tidak termasuk dalam kategori ini), ok, it maybe ended with a good ending, but it always makes me down inside. I never ever happy with all kinds of closure. who does? (kecuali kalo emang partner/teman/pacar/ siapapun itu yang akan kalian akhiri hubunganya emang freak sih, different case :p)

8. oh ya, saya butuh softcase

9. saya juga butuh potong rambut. Udah banyak yang menyindir rambut saya kayak singoo *fork you* :P

Ah, semakinh tidagh mutugh! sudah lah, sudah hampir pagi juga. Saya mo bikin official latenight meal for nocturnals : mi godog. toodle-o humans!

Sneak peek! Road trip to Wonosobo - Dieng

2010-12-25T03:39:00.004+07:00

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Rest of the story nya besok deh. Besok-besok gak ngerti kapan tapinya.. :P

Kapan ke Kaliadem lagi?

2010-12-25T01:53:00.004+07:00

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Kaliadem pasca erupsi merapi November 2010

Ole ole Guacamole!*

2010-12-22T00:49:00.006+07:00

Gonna share you my customized gaucamole recipe that I made to be a friend of my telly time last night.

Things you need: Avocado, tomato, lettuce, olive oil, garlic, brown baguette, butter, salt & pepper.

Since it's hard to explain it in english, saya akan pake bahasa ganda campuran enggres-indo aja untuk mereduksi kemungkinan lost in translation dan mengurangi keinginan anda garuk2 pantat gara-gara gatel baca enggres saya yang aduhai ambyarnya ini ;)

Pertama, ciduk daging alpuket ke dalam mangkok, Potong dadu tomat (btw tomatnya ini jumlah nya sesuai selera sih, kalo saya cuman separoh, cuz I don't like tomato-ey taste on food), chop the lettuce (ini jumlah nya juga sesuai selera), peel and mince the garlic, put those all at the avocado bowl, then mash it.

I didn't use tortilla chips buat di "dip"-in ke guacamolenya. But I used toasts that I made from sliced brown baguette yang di heat di pan ber-butter.

and Voila, here they are ;D

* please leave the title alone :P

motivates the unmotivated me

2010-12-20T02:51:00.004+07:00

Ayo travelling lagi!

Ps: motivasi terbesar saya untuk dapet kerja secepatnya adalah mendapatkan instant money untuk modal travelling saya dekat-dekat ini. 2010 kemaren, kegiatan travelling saya cuman dari ujung ke ujung jawa yang daftar acaranya adalah cari kerja dan nonton ben-benan (sambil terselip sedikit hura-hura tentunya). 2009 lalu saya dan "pacar" udah naek level dikit lah destinasi travelingnya, nah moga2 2011 ini bisa naek level agak banyak. (hopefully I won't jinx it by saying this *knocked on wood*). But at first, mari mencari kerja ;)

SEMOONGGKOOOOO!

Symmetry

2010-12-17T02:10:00.003+07:00

song by : Mew

I'm caught in the symmetry of your mind

But i'm not happier than you

Did I really see you or was it a dream?

Dreaming that it was seamless, not a trace of wrong

Wrong words that we have spoken

Little did we know.

No bigotry, No tears shed

Oh if only you'd try to be polite

thinking you were right

only to find that you're unkind

But my words are frail not audible

They do not even convince me

Perhaps they are untrue

Truly with you the worst is always true

I gave you all the benefits of all the doubts

I had never hoped to be as benign as me

Funny how you always get through

But ironically you will always be belle of the ball

at least to me

Ps: been too much listening to this song lately after it was played repeteadly on uung's car week ago. one good song from mew :)

What so called comforting sounds

2010-12-14T03:14:00.006+07:00

These were photos I took during Kokakola Soundburst 2010 at Kenjeran beach Surabaya last saturday. I came home with a huge smile on my face.. :)

Above: mew, /rif, gigi, and the changcuters. click here for more photos from the event.

Ps : Menurut pengalaman, motret konser begini paling enggak enak emang pake lensa fix (50mm misalnya). Apalagi ketika saya dapet backstage pass yang mana bisa motret dari deket banget (yaitu space kosong diantara stage dan penonton), yang ternyata pada aplikasinya susah setengah mati karena keterbatasan jarak antara panggung dan penonton yang begitu dekat dibarengi dengan ketinggian panggung yang semena-mena tingginya, cukup tidak friendly untuk jenis lensa yang dimana mengatur zoom nya harus pake kaki, alias kagak bisa di zoom cuk! Tetapi apapun yang terjadi di medan pertempuran sana, ketika anda sudah membawa kamera apapun untuk menangkap momen, kebetean perihal apapun akan segera terobati once you've seen the results :)

(meh, not for me deng. Biasanya saya malah tambah bete soalnya abis liat hasilnya, bakal tercetus kalimat-kalimat : "ah coba.... (insert your regrets here)" :P)

Humongous Thx to : Adit, Uung, Upy, Bolly n Astrid buat tebengan pulang dan backstage pass nya ;D

who am I to You?

2010-12-02T00:23:00.002+07:00

" Aku ingin bertanya pada Tuhan. Mengapa setiap manusia harus menghadapi berbagai cobaan? Menagapa harus aku yang melewati rintangan seperti ini. Aku tidak kuat. Aku ingin loncat saja ke level berikutnya. Aku butuh cheat. Game shark. Apapun itu agar level ini segera terselesaikan."

- Lallapratami

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Kadang saya juga suka berfikir seperti itu. Baru setengah jalan pada suatu tahap ujian, kemudian mengeluh : "Duh Gusti kok ngene to yo nasipkuu?plis plis yang ini udah aja dong, aku mau ujianya yang lain ajaa....". Lalu saya merasa nista. Siapa saya dihadapan Tuhan?

half a world away

2010-11-03T00:39:00.002+07:00

Cengir-cengir kuda

2010-11-02T22:36:00.008+07:00

Eh, gini ya rasanya galau. Udah lama lho saya gak ngerasain ginian, *nyengir* #diguling2indiabuvulaknik (tiba-tiba pengen KFC eh *gulp)

Ps: Jangan tanya galau kenapa. Yang punya hajat galau juga gak ngerti galau kenapa. Dan bagi kalian penerka-nerka yang budiman, jauhkan isi kepala kalian dari dugaan-dugaan binal bin frontal kalian yang itu2 aja. Kreatip dikit napa :P (geer deelll sopo koe!)

Eh, zara yok!

Sisa-sisa euforia JRL 2010

2010-10-13T02:44:00.008+07:00

Seemed like I wasn't really good with words yea? So I'll leave you with the photos i took on java rockin' land 2010 last weekend.

// Arkarna, Bite, Royal Ego, Morfem, The vines, Koil, Gribs, Monday Math Class, The Trees and The Wild.

Ps : Saya merasa Arkarna adalah konser terbaik yang saya tonton tahun ini setelah farewell of melancholic bitch dan hasta manana beberapa waktu silam. I felt like cryin when they wrapped up the show with "so lil time". Walaupun lagu insomnia yang saya tunggu-tunggu gak jadi klimaks di bagian akhir, but that was one lovely show, and I was like over the moon (bener gak enih bahasanye? :P). What a purrfect saturday night.. (and sunday evening too!)

Bunch of thx to Citra and mas Ridho, Landhes, Ary, Malta and also Ultramen yang udah jadi partner nonton yang super oke until the rest of the event. i love you all!

GARAU

2010-09-28T03:16:00.002+07:00

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Ingin rasa hati menorehkan frase-frase ciamik agar image diatas tidak hanya sendirian menceritakan kisahnya.. ;)

Ps. Bukan, saya gak lagi galau kok. haha. Tadi selepas balik dari kawasan selatan, yaitu Krapyak dan sekitarnya, lebih tepatnya di perempatan Plengkung gading Alkid, mata saya terpaku pada sesosok manusia yang lagi "menangkring" dengan galaunya diatas sang plengkung. Semoga sebuah kata "suicidal" sama sekali gak berenang2 di otaknya. Semoga besok pagi saya gak nemu berita terkait perihal plengkung gading dan seorang manusia.

Semoga... (saya pingin request apa ya buat saya sendiri?) *lho kok*

Gud välsigne er pippi!

2010-09-04T04:34:00.007+07:00

Inspired by one of my favorite books in my childhood "pippi longstocking" by Astrid Lindgren

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photograph by alfina

retouched by me

When shits happen

2010-08-24T23:22:00.003+07:00

Mungkin sudah saatnya untuk mengalah kepada lelah.

"But honestly, in your happiness I found my happiness...."

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In memoir of illegal motives,

we all know this isn't the fin. :)

Maka Tidurlah :)

2010-08-12T13:35:00.000+07:00

By monsterofblah at 2010-08-11

Nasihat Yang Baik
by Melancholic Bitch

Susi ingin tidur,
Susi lelah bermain seharian
Susi terlalu lelah jalan-jalan
Terlalu lelah,... maka tidurlah.
Sepotong musik untuk cemasmu
Sepotong musik untuk resahmu
Sepotong musik untuk sedihmu
Sepotong musik untuk menunggu waktu yang lelah... Maka tidurlah...
Tidurlah Susi.

On the Road Again

2010-08-08T13:55:00.006+07:00

"The people I meet on each flight -- they're single serving friends. Between take off and landing, we have our time together. But that's all we get." - Narrator (Fight Club)

When I don't meet an interesting single serving friend on my way to the destination Im going, I just plug my earphone to give a sign : "Don't bother me, please!" .
Long hours of sitting in the window side of the public transportation, for me it's priceless. The best time for making love, cuddling and dancing with my self..

Ps. once again, please ignore my bad english

JOG|ART

2010-07-18T05:19:00.003+07:00

Pembukaan ART JOG 2010

16 Juli 2010, gedung societet, Taman Budaya Yogyakarta

Ps: Walau begitu, kami belum lihat apa yang dipamerin didalam, karena waktu berkunjung dihabiskan memelototi the monophones & melancolic bitch, serta sibuk menjadi "tamu" dalam acara makan-makan besar dan minum-minum kecil yang sebagian besar manusianya saya gak kenal semua! (mungkin bahasa elegan-nya : crashing someone else's party)

oh well.. yang penting saya kenyang jendral! *berlalu*

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(secuil) DRAWING EXHIBITION "WAITING ROOM"

2010-07-18T04:45:00.002+07:00

Blur baby blur! ingin rasa hati menyalahkan light meter yang (ternyata) rusak ketika sedang pede2nya memotret dengan mantapnya karena menyangka cahaya sedang bersahabat dengan membuat light meter sang perekam gambar anteng di tengah2... *ah banyak alasan kau dell*

DRAWING EXHIBITION "WAITING ROOM" by Ella Wjt, dan Tampan Destawan Subagyo at WM store Galeria mall lantai 2

captured with : pentax K1000 + lucky color asa 100

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One evening inside her car

2010-07-14T11:48:00.003+07:00

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can ya notice whose back of the head is it?

drew by : olivia ruben

For whoever you are

2010-07-05T02:40:00.005+07:00

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When I have nothing right to say for my blog, I say it with one random picture I found in my folder.

Oh Kesibukan!

2010-07-04T14:56:00.009+07:00

Dimasa-masa jadi orang yang sibuk banget cari kesibukan (baca: pengangguran) seperti saya sekarang ini, kerjaan paling dominan setiap hari adalah menggambleh berjam-jam di depan komputer. Ya sok ngeksis lah (teuteup), ya brwosing lah, ya ~~hacking~~ donlot-ing lah..
Lalu beberapa waktu lalu, nona ultraman yang ceritanya sedang plesir di jogja, dengan baik hati dan ~~sedikit~~ tidak sombongnya ngajarin binding buku yang kok ndilalahnya sudah terbersit lama di dalam sanubari ini buat belajar binding juga, kebetulan yang cukup oke yeah? ;D
Jadi ini bindingan perdana yang saya bikin dengan metode (ya, metode) jilid jahit yang bukan sembarang jahit. Coptic stitch binding nama gaulnya kalau kata master Ultra. Covernya pake kulit sintesis (kalo gak salah) dan (katanya lagi) bisa dibeli di LIMAN. (hehe mohon maaf jikalau terlihat miskin referensi :P).

Trus, kemaren pas ada temen yang mau pulang dari liburan di jogja, saya jadi kepikiran bikinin satu buat gantinya oleh2, biar keliatanya lebih gimana gitu. (Oke 20% niatnya adalah dalam rangka melebarkan sayap, biar sekalian dipromosiin tanpa terlihat promosi gitu :p). Saya bikin semaleman, eh paginya gak jadi karena SAYA LUPA GIMANA JAHITNYA. hahaha what a newb!. Jadi sepagian cuman bongkar pasang jahitan, sampe bolongan ditengah buku buat tempat benang jadi longgar banget. Oke, niat ~~luhur~~ itu pupus sudah. Akhirnya setelah melewati hari-hari suram mencari pencerahan batin (oke, cukup melebaynya!) sketch book pertama jadi juga. Walo masih "kepleh-kepleh" di jahitan joint per jilidnya, tapi ya... cukup oke lah :D (dilihat aja, jangan dipegang, apalagi dibuka) .

Kertas masih pake ajaran mami ultra yaitu kertas hawaii. Untuk selanjutnya mungkin akan mencoba metode lain dengan material yag lain juga. Semoga penyakit malasnya gak demen aja nempel dibadan ;).

2.52 AM

2010-06-07T02:55:00.002+07:00

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a big cup of honey tea, for a good night's sleep.

Bon soir people!

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WHY SO SERIOUS?

2010-06-07T02:46:00.002+07:00

Me : "Kedip oi!"

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tell me what to swallow by crystal castle

2010-06-03T03:31:00.011+07:00

~~Master~~ piece of shit ini tercipta karena terlalu banyak mendengarkan lagu tell me what to swallow by crstal castle. Saya pun tak begitu tau apa yang ingin saya presentasikan dari karya ini. Silahkan anda memaknainya sendiri..

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Through the walking, through me
I know he'd never hurt me

The only girl he'd never hurt
The one who smells so pure...

- Crystal Castle

Fidelity

2010-05-26T02:53:00.001+07:00

by. Regina Spektor

I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart

And suppose I never ever met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall
Break my fall

All my friends say that of course its gonna get better
Gonna get better
Better better better better
Better better better

Fidelity by Regina Spektor
Download now or listen on posterous

01 Fidelity.mp3 (5365 KB)

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Land Ho!

2010-05-11T22:52:00.001+07:00

Episode kali ini adalah beach hopping. Gak banyak sih pantai yang kami "hopping"in. Karena ternyata untuk menghinggapi satu per satu pantai dibutuhkan se perbanyak tenaga dari tabungan tenaga kita pas berangkat. Oke, basically rencana kita adalah hinggap di pantai2 daerah timur, yaitu kabupaten Wonosari ke arah timur. Karena pantai semacam krakal dkk kami udah lumayan faham, kami berencana cari2 pantai nyempil yang gak banyak dihinggapi orang. Jalaan luruuss aja tanpa tujuan yang jelas akhirnya kami terblasuk di pantai yang konon menamakan dirinya pantai *beeep* (nama pantai di sensor, agar biarlah pantai ini tetap menjadi pantai underground :p) . Pantainya asik, mungkin biar mudahnya bayangkan saja bentuk pantai-pantai pasir putih di Bali yang airnya masih jernih banget dan keliatan banget gradasi biru ke putihnya. Walaupun gak segitu miripnya sih, yahhh at least gak perlu sampai nyebrang pulau lah buat dapetin pantai macam gini ;).

Lanjut pantai ke 2 yaitu pantai siung. Dulu saya pernah kesini ketika jaman2 nya masih underground. Karena sekarang pantai underground ini udah lumayan mainstream diantara pantai underground lainya (halah), ambience yang saya dapet udah gak begitu sama ketika dulu ketika pertama kali kesini. But the best thing is : makan makanan laut dengan suasana yang jauh sekali dari typical seafood warongs kyk di pantai Depok. Karena yang ini sangat homy, dan harganya itu lhooooo bikin pengen kecup ibunya yang jual.

Some photos were taken by Panji, Moe, Alfina and Deny.

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Roaaarr!

2010-05-10T21:44:00.002+07:00

In the kitchen Ulrik heard his mom and dad were having an argument.

' I don't know why!! Mr. Troll was saying. 'I just didn't get the job.'

' But they must have given you a reason,' said Mrs. Troll. 'I bet you you roared at therm, didn't you? I warned you about that!'

' I did not!' protested Mr. Troll. 'I only roared once. Twice at the most.'

Mrs. Troll sighed. 'Did you remember to be confident, like I said?'

' I had confidence coming out of my ears,' declared Mr. Troll. ' I even put my feet on her desk.'

' Oh, Eggy, you didn't!'

' What's wrong with that?' demanded Mr. Troll.

' You should have asked her first. Maybe she wanted to put her feet on the desk!'

' Oh, for bogles sake!'

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Focus on Sight - Thievery Corporation

2010-04-15T00:29:00.007+07:00

Sebuah pengertian visual tertangkap pada setiap lurus pandangan, dan seandainya setiap objek itu benda hidup berotak, tentu saja mereka mampu menafsirkan pengertian dari tiap-tiap misteri pandangan. Cobalah pandang benda berotak di sekitarmu, bahkan mereka pun mampu memprediksi “mood” pribadimu, hanya dengan menilai pandangan. Karena pandangan selalu berkolaborasi dengan mimik, ( narasi by adit )

watch and see!

Ps: Been listening to an album from Thievery Corporation : The mirror conspiracy

Their songs are soo rancak! just can't stand a day without listening to 'em (lately). Tapi, ah mungkin besok sudah akan bosan.

begitulah..

Mata - mata Terpejam pada HASTA MANANA!

2010-04-07T00:36:00.003+07:00

Hasta Manana yang berarti I'll see you tomorrow sangat berhasil membuat telinga saya menggelinjang dari awal Individual Life mendendangkan bunyi-bunyianya yang istimewa sampai performance Melanchoic bitch yang memang "oh awesoome!!"

Individual life - Black Stocking - Armada racun - The trees and the wild - Melancholic bitch

Amphiteater Taman Budaya, Yogyakarta 2 April 2010

Taken with Canon 400D+35-135mm+ISO 800-1600

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BLA BLA BLAAHHH!!!

2010-04-01T23:03:00.003+07:00

Sudah sangat hafal, ketika beberapa rekan dekat tiba-tiba mulai bertingkah aneh dan gusar terhadap saya. Mulailah saya bermonolog : "What what, what did I do?"

"Oh ini kalo dilihat dari tanda-tandanya, (sepertinya) saya sedang enjoy menjadi diri saya sendiri..." Ok, one point, noted.

Mempunyai sifat dasar naturally annoying terkadang suka berakibat kurang oke ketika saya sudah berada diantara kawan-kawan yang sudah dianggap friends-whom-are-so-comfortable-to-be-with, trus karena sudah saking nyamannya jadi lupa mana yang mulai over kurang ajar dan mana yang masih bisa dibilang wajar. Mulai gak terkontrolnya mulut ini ngeproduksi omongan2 yang kadang oleh sebagian orang dianggap cukup menyinggung perasaan juga kadang bikin mereka tiba-tiba bertingkah jadi aneh, kurang ajar dan balik menyebalkan ke saya.

" osyitt what did I do??? " begitulah mungkin saya akan bertanya dengan (sok) polosnya pada diri sendiri.

Ah memang terkadang orang dengan sifat seperti ini mempunyai kadar kepekaan yang bisa dibilang rendah kalo udah comfort banget kalo lagi becandaan sama kawan2 kental. Kadang saya menganggap bahwa apa yang saya anggap bahan becandaaan dan diucapkan tanpa ada maksud menyinggung sama sekali malah jadinya malapetaka dan akhir2nya jadi bumerang deh. Karena we all know we aren't made with a same heart, same feeling, and same point of view.

"Bad della badd!!" *getok2in pala ke tembok*

But the point is kalo becandaaan saya udah mulai kelihatan kelewat batas dan annoying itu tandanya saya sudah bisa dibilang nyaman dekat dekat dengan anda. hahahhaha ;)

begitulah cuplikan self monolog saya ketika bad behavior yang satu itu lagi kumat.

full understanding will be really appreciated ;)

But a friend said : WIS SUDAH!

2010-03-29T23:26:00.001+07:00

Ini bisa diibaratkan sebagai halaman terakhir bab tentang saya mengunduh ilmu di kampus ini.

Gak sabar untuk menelusuril bab bab baru diluar sana... ;D

Taken with : NIKON (analog) FM2+BW LUCKY+ lensa fish eye berapa mm sih ini moe?

Credit goes to : maulana dan amrikwati

AHEEYYY MINGGATTTTT!!!!

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and Mr. Spock said

2010-03-29T07:22:00.001+07:00

to be continued.........

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Tiba-tiba Studio!

2010-03-29T04:12:00.003+07:00

a Random evening in their mini studio.

credit goes to : maulana and amrikwati

captured using : canon 400D, f/5.6 ISO100

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Menonton kepala

2010-03-24T04:31:00.001+07:00

Hasil menonton kepala dengan background Camera Obscura, Shaggy dog dan The sigit. Selain menonton kepala, terkadang sembari berjinjit saya menonton mereka perform, saya juga menonton orang yang menonton..

Enjoy..

Jogja Expo Center, 21 Maret 2010

Taken with : canon 400D+ISO800+f/1.8-2.2 un-edited

Silahkan tertawa akrena saya motret acara seperti ini dengan lensa fix :P

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catch my disease part 2

2010-03-04T22:24:00.001+07:00

Download now or watch on posterous

Facebook - Videos Posted by Alfina Shofa- probed _HQ_.mp4 (4214 KB)

Iki pekok videonee.. :))
Berawal ketika (sedikit dipaksa) kontrol gigi guna membantu seorang kawan (sebut saja nova) mensukseskan jerih payahnya dalam mendapat lisensi sebagai (sebenar2nya) dokter gigi.
Awalnya memang kegundahan menggrogoti jiwa dan raga ketika ultra sonic scaler ditancap ke semacam "ncep-ncepan" or something, dan mulai mengeluarkan raungan-raungan maha mencekamnya, lalu ketika debrisku yang menggudal dipaksa untuk meninggalkan habitatnya yang penuh dengan kedamaian, dan berakhir dengan sapuan brush dengan ramuan berbentuk lumpurnya.
Oh Nova sungguh kovet kamu! tapi hasilnya gigiku semakin oke dong.. ;D (walau dosenmu dengan kerendahan hatinya berkata dengan lantang bahwa gigiku JELEK SEKALI! T_T)
Bagi yang berminat untuk check up gigi murah meriah dengan bonus lagu2 illegal motives yang dinyanyikan langsung secara acapella oleh vokalisnya sendiri, serta mendapat pahala karena bantuin yang bersangkutan biar cepet pinter dengan ilmu per-gigi-anya, bisa dateng langsung ke AMC depan SMU 1. (saya dan kawan saya udah 3 kali kesana lho, nagih deh.. huahuahuahueks!)
aih baek banget aku promosiiinnn koe cah! --'

Ket:
ultra sonic scaler : alat penghancur karang gigi
debris: gudal

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catch my disease

2010-03-04T00:52:00.001+07:00

I just love this photo. spare the models :P
taken with nikon FM2+BW LUCKY+ 50mm+f/1,4

to the boy in the photo: I still can't belive you've done this far. mazel tov man, for your band illegal motives too!

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Analog Experimentin'

2010-02-20T21:52:00.001+07:00

Masih jepretan random pake pentax K1000+fuji200+50mm f/2 un-edited

Lokasi : Semarang, Jogja

Mari ber-analog :)

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SORE - CENTRALISMO

2010-02-12T00:35:00.001+07:00

Bought this CD at ak.'sa.ra bookstore last week when i had a short trip to Jakarta

Bingung antara beli Sore, Endah n Rhesa atau Jens Lekman (kepikiran beli tiga-tiganya, tapi dompet berteriaak "OH PLEASE NO!)

(kalo ada rejeki lebih) sih, I'd really love to buy original CD sebagai bentuk apresiasi saya ke mereka. Maksut hati sih biar memotivasi mereka bikin karya yang lebih oke karena masih ada yang mau beli CD-CD nya. Besides, experiencing buka plastiknya trus bacain inside story di albumnya itu yang bikin nambah sentimantal value kalo beli CD asli. (trus kalo dulu jaman SMP bakal khusyuk ngasi nama trus ngehias daleman album cover nya pake tulisan2 maha absurd biar tambah "guwe banget" :P)

Fav tracks : Somos Libres, She's so beautiful, dan NO Fruits for Today

visit them : http://www.myspace.com/soreband

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brand new ending

2010-01-28T01:54:00.007+07:00

saya lulus pendadaran.

Alhamdulillah :)

entah harus berterimakasih kepada siapa.

ke kamu, kamu, anda, kalian, mereka dan terutama kamu

mungkin saya kurang percaya diri kalau harus bilang I cant made this far without you, them.

sekali lagi terimakasih

hey 2010,please don't fuck with me,yes?

ps.

do visit my posterous ya :)

numeros

2010-01-28T01:21:00.001+07:00

these were taken @ binneale exhibition, Taman Budaya last december

this artwork really caught my heart

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another alter ego

2009-11-30T15:17:00.005+07:00

since I rarely post something long and 'berbobot' lately on my blog, I used posterous to post photos, a short sentences and anything lately.I think posterous is more simple and easier to use.Visit my alterego HERE

have a great weekend people ;)

2009-10-30T11:22:00.001+07:00

what a creature

2009-10-27T21:03:00.004+07:00

am gonna put this mask off someday..
someday...

Children little museum

2009-10-19T04:02:00.007+07:00

Banyak yang nanya dimana saya motret 'tempat jualan maenan vintage' yang saya post di something lovable berwaktu2 yang lalu.It's an uber cute and glorious vintage&toys store which has a children little museum yang bertengger tepat di lantai atas tokonya.
"MAGNIFICENT"
cuman itu yang kira kira bisa merangkum apa yang membuncah dihati saya pas masuk ke tokonya.Singkatnya Ini aja saya kasih liat dalem nya.
Dan berhubung saya dan temen saya sebiji itu pada demenya pake 50mm smua,jadi cuman segitu doang yg bisa keliatan.(manual zoom eui,pake kaki)
So,kalian yang ke singapore,i very recommend this place lah...;)
it's located behind sultan mosque,u can reach it by mrt dengan jurusan arab street.Lebih enak lagi pake bus ,dengan jalur yang saya lupa jalur berapanya,it costs very cheap a.. cuz arab street pan deket tuh sama lil india yang notabene tempat hostel2 murah berserakan.So lebih efisien ketimbang naek mrt (apalagi taksi!!)

their D day

2009-10-17T04:28:00.002+07:00

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Selamat memasuki next chapter of your life all my dear friends ;)

review : frau

2009-08-27T00:30:00.005+07:00

Beberapa bulan lalu,saat itu saya sengaja dateng ke LIP untuk nonton Whiteshoesandthecouplescompany. Sebenernya sih ga dapet tiket,karena memang tiket mereka udah sold out H min berhari-hari sebelumnya. Tapi entah saat itu saya ngebet pengen nonton, makanya saya keukeuh dateng ke LIP dengan harapan kali aja ada sisa tiket gitu. Singkatnya setelah manyun dengan sabar di frontdoor sambil curi2 dengar panitianya,dapetlah itu tiket whiteshoes.Waktu itu saya cukup telat masuk, karena si FRAU sang opening act udah performed duluan.Cari tempatlah kami dengan sedikit senggol-senggol (bacok).
Pas itu dia lagi mainin Im a sir kalo ga salah.Tiba2 saya ternganga membabi buta..ohmygoat!!!
APA-APAAN INI??????
I accidentaly amazed by her play, and her voice was like an angel. I accidentally freezed by her perfomance. Aduh kemana aja ya saya baru ngerti frau sekarang??

hear her song here
(yes,it rhymes :P)

something lovable

2009-08-26T23:20:00.001+07:00

they will never get extinct,whenever times would pass ;)

the one with the 'deym'* thesis

2009-08-21T21:06:00.004+07:00

this is my second title of my last project.how do you think? (hihii has it sound smart enough?no? :P)

the awesomeness

2009-06-17T22:49:00.004+07:00

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another scrathes from dimitri maksimov
amazing!

Vidrar Vel Til Loftárása - Sigur Rós

2009-05-12T09:56:00.004+07:00

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accompanied by a cup of spicy hot chocolat, jolly time butter, and cloudy sky

.perfect.

soon

2009-05-11T23:35:00.003+07:00

Amen :)

talking talking

2009-05-11T22:09:00.004+07:00

hey bloggie,, (sebenernya pesimis juga ad yang baca blog inih,haha)

here's another entry semenjak masa hiatus terjebak dalam masa masa kkn yang hina dina.Udah lama juga eh ga posting panjang2..

Ga ngerti knapa setiap mau nulis selalu timbul rasa aneh pas mau ngetik kata demi kata,walau entah pake bahasa inggris ato indonesia sekalipun.Dan sekarang saya lagi posting pake bahasa indonesia yang sebenernya sama parahnya kek bahasa inggris saya.so i'll start writing it instantly without a concept.. entahlah saya juga bingung mau nulis apa.. berhasrat nulis cuman mandeg otaknya.%_%

Saya lagi baca kite runner.friend of mine has sugested this book like a year ago.Baru kesampean baca minggu2 ini.Reading is like a portable pleasure yang (tentunya) praktis mengisi sela sela jam sibuk kita.Kek lagi ngantri potokopi,nunggu while ordering Jus Q-ta, lagi ditempat KKN yang notabene (sok) nganggur abis pdhal banyak gawe,di kamar mandi sambil 'merenung', nuggu giliran jalan pas maen poker (dih ga segitunya ya.. haha) .Kebanyakan orang suka ngelahap satu buku cuman dlam sehari atau dengan waktu sekilat2nya.Tapi kalo saya sukanya di eman-eman sih, secara suka bete sendiri klo lagi demen banget sama bukunya,eh cepet aj tamatnya.. :p.kontras banget dengan most people i know yang malah pengen cepet2 selesai gara2 penasaran sama endingnya.apapun itu.. teruslah membaca teman2.. fire it up..

KKN saya tinggal 2 minggu lagi.Im so freakn glad yet tragicly stressed out.. im still wondering how is the ending of this drama would be.Considering our conspiracy with the citizen against the godfather of Randusari.. muahahaha. This fvkn drama definately blurring who is the evil. it's the battle between the kkn fighters versus the godfather of randusari.who's gonna win anyway..?place your bet amigo.. ;)

btw udah lama ga ngerasain ini,

but suddenly im missing him right now..

just another temporary feelin that periodicaly changes,..

smell ya later then..

PS: hey hey,bsuk saya ada mock up furniture.Saya yakin bakal dibantai abis2an.Wish me luck.. :)

korelasi

2009-04-24T14:22:00.002+07:00

how i "think" cannot be seperated from how i "feel"

a lil happiness today

2009-04-20T23:41:00.002+07:00

music not war
:)

fok us

2009-04-17T05:36:00.002+07:00

memang sibuk,atau sibuk menyibukkan diri?

iron my life

2009-04-09T19:22:00.003+07:00

hari ini merupakan hari membuang2 kertas se-indonesia
dan saya turut berpartisipasi untuk bisa mendapatkan secangkir kopi yahudi ini secara gratis
;) enjoi

crack a smile

2009-04-07T22:57:00.003+07:00

his name is dimitri maksimov
and im officially becoming his stalker
he's just effing greeaatthh!

dizzy

2009-04-05T23:57:00.005+07:00

today was freakn weird,especially me self and several things that really matter

smirking

2009-03-28T02:04:00.005+07:00

try to th!nk outside the box!
how can i tell people to think outside the box when thinking outside the box is no longer outside the box anymore??
then my friend said.. think outside ur hat!!
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i stole the pict from here

.....

2009-03-28T00:16:00.002+07:00

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I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Sometimes there’s no one left to tell me the truth

2009-03-16T13:40:00.002+07:00

This is the mess I've made
These are the words I can’t erase
This is my life support
Shutting down
For the final time
And it twists like a blade
And kills me for the rest of my life

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still haunted by LTJ's rest of my life

and time would tell

2009-02-14T23:12:00.004+07:00

I went to lekker je yesterday.And there are lots of candy stuff attached in every corner of the place .Cant stand to calmly sit and just watch the things,here are some of pics i 've taken.
tht's my sister who was trying so hard to hold her breath as long as she can,cause her camera could only produce a good photo on ISO 100 or 200 for maximum.But from her huff-ing or sigh-ing.. seemed like it didn't goes well.(Yea see,tht so true buddy. I cant did that well either,terbukti dengan hanya 5 foto aja yang sukses masuk sotosop dan kepampang disini.. :P).

Anyway,this week didn't goes so well for me itself.. my terminal emotion couldn't place myself right in a proper situation.You know what I mean? It's like feeling loads of emotion in the same time and apparently, there's "a thing" that happened in the same time tooo and made me makes some random conlusions abou that thing and it ruined everything that i was trying to build..
whoa i even confuse read my words above.. %_%
I just want to get rid of this, and maybe i should hear my friends once.
I have to quit.
They told me like hundred times... it's easy for you to tell, but lately i realized why can i make this thing easier when i know doing 'this thing' is really like pain in the ass.
arrggh ok i'll stop blahing around again and confuse you with unclear 'that thing' 'this thing' things.. (omigod stop)
just pretend tht you understand what i was trying to say.. it'll be kind.. :)
have a nice day amigos..

typical script

2009-02-12T04:23:00.003+07:00

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it's just bad timing for a quiete long pausee...........

ERK - Tubuhmu membiru tragis

2009-02-06T11:09:00.004+07:00

Tubuhmu Membiru Tragis - Efek Rumah Kaca

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random notes :
nothing is static

between..

2009-01-26T14:20:00.002+07:00

I thought I was the kind of girl who knew when to say when
...
and now I dont really know what kind a girl i am..

another day..

2009-01-18T23:08:00.005+07:00

So.. the assignment is not over yet.. but i've felt terribly relax dan berasa udah jadi pengangguran aja..
today is sunday.And i didn't go anywheere besides outing lunch with my family.
this past week i through was quiete tough, tiring yet fun. Some like facing a super rush studio deadline, went hunting with sum fellas, meet up with friend from out of town, slept over with old bestfriends, having a long nite talk with my sister , and so on and so on..
argh,when i realize that a good time always came up with bad time , i hate to face that the wheel always rotating... hm,mendadak saya jadi merasa egois..

Yesterday i went to sekaten with amrx but we went to a a mysterious church where the huge jesus standing first .the sky was super awesome..
but I didnt take many good pictures.I'll show u just few... ;)

nyah nyah nyah... chomp chomp chomp.. i need to learn more about photography. taking a good angle, make a right composition,playing with color.. arghh.. Im still that under than average..

oh ya,saya masih punya kewajiban ngelayout poster buat tugas desain interior dan ngerampungin nonton IT crowd dan GG season 2 yang kamren2 saya pending gara2 nyelsein stupa.And i think a huge glass of smoothie would be great to be a good friend of mine to spend this-have-to-be-long night...

ta dah..!

2009-01-13T23:06:00.001+07:00

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really can't trust you no more
i'm sorry

off the hook?

2008-12-29T20:41:00.005+07:00

sometimes i really need to get my ass out of my comfort zone
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anyway,
Happy early new year everyone.I know i wouldn't say it right on time cause i would be sleepin and won't notice whrn new year is happening.. :P
(it's not really important thing anyway)

self conversation

2008-12-22T01:25:00.002+07:00

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almost noon
it's time to waking up your rebelion mind sweetheart

ray of lights

2008-12-21T14:55:00.004+07:00

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guide me to the lights

Purdy room she said

2008-12-15T22:18:00.003+07:00

Yeay,it's already in the middle of december,which means"janvier" or january will come really soon.Naah,I'm not waiting for nu year events or some stuff related,but I've got plans in january.So im craving december will end up really soon..
Anyway,I've been leaving campus for quiete long time,hm.. i mean I've been too often skipping my classes lately."lagi gak fokus nih",yea I always use those words to describe my disability to push down my laziness.. and dang!! those thingy is total disaster for my future.

This is where I spent almost all of my "lazy times" and "hard working times" on last couple of months (tp spsertinya banyakan ngabisin waktu untuk soemthing pointless-nya daripada usefullnya :P)

Ok, I should back to my work now.. site plan and stuff have been awaits me.. (wtf!)
have a good day folx..!

wordless

2008-12-03T00:11:00.004+07:00

have you ever felt like have billion things in ur head but when u want to blow it, then accidentally you cant! and it became pretty lame when you pushed yourself so hard to keep it spoken still??
Im sure you have,right..?right...?right...??
Saya pas banget lagi dalam keadaan kayak gitu.sumpah aja.. and it feels so friggin terrible.
.............. ,,, .................. ,,, ................
geez.. what the hell am I suppose to writee anyway??
no point at all!

I'll close this crap with some tunages that haunted my playlist lately!
1. The Album leaf - Broken Arrow
2. Mattias IA Eklundh - Father
3. Slipknot - before I forget
4. weezer - dreamin
5. Coldplay - lovers in japan
6. Jason mraz - lucky
7. Sigur ros - Inn Í Mér Syngur Vitleysingur
8. Less than jake - Gainesville Rock City
9. Eric johnson - cliffs of dover
10. Sigur ros - Suð í eyrum
11. Foo fighter - the best of you

bold means repeat play mode on,,

Later then amigo..

Short updates

2008-11-26T23:28:00.007+07:00

So, it's been a while i left this blog cold, since my last few posts were just like a glimpse.
And the important thing that i should remember now is I should end this "writing crap things" (mark tht with a red stabilo and bold it) immediately, cuz my duty of being a 7th- semester- procrastinator who has a dream to graduate next year barengan sama ank2 yang dimana tugas2 nya selalu udah jadi H min sehari paling mentok, dan bukan orang2 sperti saya yang selalu saja mefet nggarapnya.. . (wow, i should perpare a super tall chair to be equal with them :p)

My last jam session with my buddies didn't goes really well. my voice was like a bullcrap, and I sung like a hungry sheep. Geez.. i think it turned to be like this because i can't wisely organize my time.Made my health dropped,and harmed my voice like this.Oh it's shitty man..!
Like lately, im so addicted to Guitar hero 3. Yea,, and it's like "that thing" really sucked my times everyday from i wake up till my eyes begin to force me to shut it down cause it cant stand any longer facing those moving buttons, keep blinking on the screen. (But seriously, you should try this game, it's totally fun for ppl who take their breath with music in life. And some of my favs are Social distortion- story of my life - tier 1, slipknot - before i forget - tier 7,and eric johnson - cliffs of dover, tier 8. Yes,the last one is best.I could beat 'em in medium. Havent tried it on hard level and expert. Need extra finger to complete it, seriously... :P),,
Anyway,, so people, stop me pleasee!!

The only entertainment in my house right now is just my PC.and long time passed,it became pretty sucks. Since the TV is broken and get it fixed,I can't watch cable.So I spent my whoole time only in my room.And now Im gettin freakn' bored.I should re decoreate my room sometime.I have loads of printed photos tht still in box.Maybe i could use it later to paint the blank wall..

Ok, Maybe i should quickly choke this craps writing off.

P.S :
Btw I really hate being in this un-static, indefinitive, doubtful, and tiring relationship. I don't know what should I take,what should I do or what should I feel.It's really unclear..!Really want to move on. but those lil conversations always whizzing in my head.Damn.. sometimes I just want to point my finger to my self and laugh me out cause being this pathetic.Gosh,why I cant be so mature in this kind of thingy.. it's like i've been cursed or sumthing.haha..
I just want.. hff... .Kadang saya udah ga bisa percaya lagi dengan prinsip 'let it flow aja deh'.
Cause flowing in the same river without finding the ocean is just a total waste.Mubeeenng aja ikut aliran tanpa ngerti mo dibawa kamana..
Hey you, just tell me what you want exactly.It will be so much easier to put myself right in a certain place and can do what I should do.. and don't let me tortured myself with this sweet hell dear. hahaha
okay okay okay.. i think it will gonna be a long ass P.S if i still continuing this blahs... yaa.. I'm still on an effort to killing my sleepiness.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

And another btw is, maybe I should post something with quality in every post tht i post, than just crapping this blog around with bunch of my un important junkthoughts.Considering Im not that good at reviewing and discuss things and all of that.. but I'll still try it though.

So,smell ya later people..!

Magnetic north - Less than jake

2008-11-05T07:06:00.004+07:00

There's been borders and there'll be boundaries
and there's been times misdirection's found me
There's been clear heads and there'll be clean slates
and times we'd find we'd pass the night away thinking
Everyone here hates everyone here
for doing the same thing that they do
Everyone here hates everyone here
for doing the same thing that they do
That, that they do
There's been new starts and there'll be no sleep
and there's been times when inspiration's found me
and there's been walls built and there's been worse days
and times we'd find we spent the night awake thinking
Everyone here hates everyone here for
doing the same thing that they do
Everyone here hates everyone here for
doing the same thing that they do
That they do
All those people they keep watching me
All those people (all those people) they hate me
All those people they watch me
All those people, yeah, just like me
And there's been borders and there'll been boundaries
And there'll be borders yeah there'll be boundaries
'Cause everyone here hates everyone here
For what they do, for what they do (OH!)
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everytime i hear this tune,my spirit always goes to pumpin'...
rocks for persuing some great great future!

- -

2008-10-31T17:48:00.005+07:00

Quit playing game with my heart...

Nothing to lose

2008-10-25T07:48:00.005+07:00

"I will consider this like an effort to persue my victory or at least a chance to grab something to be learnt "

stuck in reverse

2008-10-24T23:00:00.004+07:00

...hah.. sudahlah....

(saya benci helaan nafas panjang ini,seperti bukti bahwa saya terlalu gampang menyerah dan tidak mau belajar dari yang sudah sudah)

Dipagi yang cerah cerah mendung ini

2008-10-24T11:59:00.005+07:00

Hari ini hari jumat, ada kuliah thermal bu sugini jam 7.50. kuliah satu doang untuk hari ini, ngulang kedua kalinya soalnya taun kmaren baru dapet E. Karena ibu nya agk2 rada, jadi kudu ga bole telat. Lagian malu juga sama adek angkatan 2 taon.mbaknya ndablek nanti mereka kata.
Bangun tepat pukul 7.. masih santai ,cek cek imel ,nyalain mp3.. (udah nyala deng).
Karena mandi masi ngantri, ngajak maenn Timmy dulu, sembari cuci muka dan gosok gigi trus langsung mandi pake sabun wangi.. siul2.. santaaii tetep..
Pukul 7.30 udah rapi udah wangi dong. soalnya mandinya iwis2 doang jadinya parfum adalah jimat penolong yang tak bole terlupa.. manasin motor, pake sepatu trus ngasi makan timmy bentar.. masi siul2..
7.56 sampe kampus.. dengan senyum terkembang nyapa ank2 yg ketemu diparkiran...
7.58 sampe lantai 2.. ktmu nanda yang dengan senyum sumringahnya berujar.. hai mba della.. kelas kosong ui!

wow.. memang sungguh indah pagi ini..
fuk tenan!

yet

2008-10-20T23:03:00.000+07:00

being ignored is truly a bliss

Sigur ros - Fljótavík

2008-10-20T13:21:00.000+07:00

Listening to this confusion tunage, in the edge of a seashore..
And sounds of wind that blows away the sand always tickling my ears..
silence and quiete..
and look!
the sun is going down,peeking the green land from backside of the clouds...
i'll never miss a perfect evening like this, still in the edge of a seashore..

Let's play

2008-10-20T11:13:00.001+07:00

I've postponed my survey for my studio class schedule until tomorrow morning cause of my poor health.
and it's like i couldn't sleep and gettin' more and more insane cause feelin' this pain. And this uncomfortable dry air increase my boredom since i have to stay only right here in my crib! And I have to drink a lot more mineral water since then.. ( i hate mineral water taste in my bitter tounge)
There's gonna be few posts soon, in the mean time here we go..let's play tag

I’m passionate about…
- watch directly the whole world with my own eyes someday..
- join amazin race asia competition with my friend alfina (yeah, this have been our biggest dream since about when we were in high school )
- destroy my procrastinating habbit
- having a cadillac tattoo in my back neck (impossible sekali sepertinya)
- animal animal animaall.. !

Mostly I say…
“whoaaa”
“wew!!!!”
“fuukkk”
“yeaaaah!”

I've just finished reading…
- sort of interior magazines for my interior design task (i have to make a lounge bar which is lil bit difficult since i'm rarely put my ass on the bar's chair!)
- an indonesian hillariously freakin' cute comic book named si bundel

I love listening to…
irish folk instrument, heart beating, suara gesekan 'cassette case' ketika di dikumpulkan menjadi satu di dalam box.

What my friends like about me…
yang pasti bukan karena saya yang rajin, dermawan, ga pelupa dan cinta kebersihan.. lol

Last year I've learned…
- chance to have second chance bisa di ukur dengan rasio 1 : 1000. (so don't ever EVER waste ur chance!)
- failure could come not only once!
- Take care of your loved ones.
- menjadi baik sama sekali tidak akan pernah merugikan.walaupun keuntungan yang didapat tidak seperti apa yang kita perjuangkan.