versus

When these incidents seems like a great disaster for me
I know it's just how the universe made me to be more and more complete
or maybe this is wht it called fate to be faced
like a spin tht stop in a roulette wheel in my grandma's old casino..

insomniac

INSOMNIA

Efek rumah kaca

Insomnia coba aku pecahkan sgala misterimu
Kunanti dan kucari seserpih mimpi

Ku rindu untuk bercumbu
Mesraan alam bawah sadarku
Kunanti dan kucari seserpih mimpi

Kaubunuh suhu di sangkar ku
Cuaca di tamanku

Gerimis datang
Musnahlah gersang
Ku tetap terjaga
Aku tetap terjaga

Habis terkuras
Kelenjar air mata
Ku tetap terjaga
Aku tetap terjaga

Insomnia…
Insomnia…

Kaubunuh suhu di sangkar ku
Cuaca di tamanku
Musim di kanvasku
Suhu di sangkarku
Cuaca di tamanku

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"With insomnia, you're never really asleep; you're never really awake." - Jack (fight club)

wht's tht grin for?

..circle of lunatics..
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....no sun no moon..
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Cat and dog

Since I became so lonely everytime i back home,I desperately want to have pet again.After my last cat died months ago,i considered not having some pets again around my house.
last night,my friend mitta promised me to give her baby kitten.That was great offer so far. Since my friend amrix hasn't given me any news about her project 'ngawinin kucing pasar sama kuscing persia dengan harapan anknya bakal jadi belasteran yang sangat oke' yang lately ditemukan kenyataan bahwa the persian cat amazingly was a fag cat. (homo)


Actually i secretely wants to pet a dog.Big fat dog like eun chan's ahjussi's dog in coffee prince serial.but yea.. tehre's a strict rule in my house about having a dog.hate tht much.
huahh.. maybe i'll have one when i've been somewhere out there someday.......


oh ya just try to listen anyway by telepopmusik.it's awesome... ;).

when it turns in to something blue

e m p t y

that is the most un-magnificent feelin' anyone can feel.
(or maybe just me actually)
it's like you wake up in the mornin' with something in mind hanging all day in your head,and those things are kindly bothering your sentimental feelin.And I always convince my self, it's gonna be okay soon. But sometimes when right in the moment you're feeling this, the most thing that you crave is something that could completes your scattered puzzle don't you?

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and though sometimes it's really hard for us through every single day with
or every missunderstanding journey that we always met
and maybe all those ignorance behavior that we made
i won't lie that i always care
maybe it's best for us if i back away and leave...
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Haunted symphony

#1
"you can run away
leave your books behind you
but you should look back twice
just to be on the safe side"
#2
"in a big, big way
i am really small
i get off my feet
but i'm still distant"

mew - 156
can't get the chorus out of my head

"don't you just love goodbyes?..."
na na na na na..........

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(Can't get this tune out of my head)