the awesomeness

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another scrathes from dimitri maksimov
amazing!

Vidrar Vel Til Loftárása - Sigur Rós

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accompanied by a cup of spicy hot chocolat, jolly time butter, and cloudy sky

.perfect.

soon

Amen :)

talking talking

hey bloggie,, (sebenernya pesimis juga ad yang baca blog inih,haha)

here's another entry semenjak masa hiatus terjebak dalam masa masa kkn yang hina dina.Udah lama juga eh ga posting panjang2.. 

Ga ngerti knapa setiap mau nulis selalu timbul rasa aneh pas mau ngetik kata demi kata,walau entah pake bahasa inggris ato indonesia sekalipun.Dan sekarang saya lagi posting pake bahasa indonesia yang sebenernya  sama parahnya kek bahasa inggris saya.so i'll start writing it instantly without a concept.. entahlah saya juga bingung mau nulis apa.. berhasrat nulis cuman mandeg otaknya.%_%

Saya lagi baca kite runner.friend of mine has sugested this book like a year ago.Baru kesampean baca minggu2 ini.Reading is like a portable  pleasure yang (tentunya) praktis mengisi sela sela jam sibuk kita.Kek lagi ngantri potokopi,nunggu while ordering Jus Q-ta, lagi ditempat KKN yang notabene (sok) nganggur abis pdhal banyak gawe,di kamar mandi sambil 'merenung', nuggu giliran jalan pas maen poker (dih ga segitunya ya.. haha) .Kebanyakan orang suka ngelahap satu buku cuman dlam sehari atau dengan waktu sekilat2nya.Tapi kalo saya sukanya di eman-eman sih, secara suka bete sendiri klo lagi demen banget sama bukunya,eh cepet aj tamatnya.. :p.kontras banget dengan most people i know yang malah pengen cepet2 selesai gara2 penasaran sama endingnya.apapun itu.. teruslah membaca teman2.. fire it up.. 

KKN saya tinggal 2 minggu lagi.Im so freakn glad yet tragicly stressed out.. im still wondering how is the ending of this drama would be.Considering our conspiracy  with the citizen against the godfather of Randusari.. muahahaha. This fvkn drama definately blurring who is  the evil. it's the battle between the kkn fighters versus the godfather of randusari.who's gonna win anyway..?place your bet amigo.. ;)

btw udah lama ga ngerasain ini,

but suddenly im missing him right now.. 

just another temporary feelin that periodicaly changes,..

smell ya later then..

PS: hey hey,bsuk saya ada mock up furniture.Saya yakin bakal dibantai abis2an.Wish me luck.. :)

korelasi

how i "think" cannot be seperated from how i "feel"

a lil happiness today

music not war
:)

fok us

memang sibuk,atau sibuk menyibukkan diri?

iron my life

hari ini merupakan hari membuang2 kertas se-indonesia
dan saya turut berpartisipasi untuk bisa mendapatkan secangkir kopi yahudi ini secara gratis
;) enjoi

crack a smile

his name is dimitri maksimov
and im officially becoming his stalker
he's just effing greeaatthh!

dizzy

today was freakn weird,especially me self and several things that really matter

smirking

try to th!nk outside the box!
how can i tell people to think outside the box when thinking outside the box is no longer outside the box anymore??
then my friend said.. think outside ur hat!!
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i stole the pict from here

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I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Sometimes there’s no one left to tell me the truth

This is the mess I've made
These are the words I can’t erase
This is my life support
Shutting down
For the final time
And it twists like a blade
And kills me for the rest of my life

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still haunted by LTJ's rest of my life

and time would tell

I went to lekker je yesterday.And there are lots of candy stuff attached in every corner of the place .Cant stand to calmly sit and just watch the things,here are some of pics i 've taken.
tht's my sister who was trying so hard to hold her breath as long as she can,cause her camera could only produce a good photo on ISO 100 or 200 for maximum.But from her huff-ing or sigh-ing.. seemed like it didn't goes well.(Yea see,tht so true buddy. I cant did that well either,terbukti dengan hanya 5 foto aja yang sukses masuk sotosop dan kepampang disini.. :P).

Anyway,this week didn't goes so well for me itself.. my terminal emotion couldn't place myself right in a proper situation.You know what I mean? It's like feeling loads of emotion in the same time and apparently, there's "a thing" that happened in the same time tooo and made me makes some random conlusions abou that thing and it ruined everything that i was trying to build..
whoa i even confuse read my words above.. %_%
I just want to get rid of this, and maybe i should hear my friends once.
I have to quit.
They told me like hundred times... it's easy for you to tell, but lately i realized why can i make this thing easier when i know doing 'this thing' is really like pain in the ass.
arrggh ok i'll stop blahing around again and confuse you with unclear 'that thing' 'this thing' things.. (omigod stop)
just pretend tht you understand what i was trying to say.. it'll be kind.. :)
have a nice day amigos..

typical script

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it's just bad timing for a quiete long pausee...........

ERK - Tubuhmu membiru tragis

Tubuhmu Membiru Tragis - Efek Rumah Kaca

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random notes :
nothing is static

between..

I thought I was the kind of girl who knew when to say when
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and now I dont really know what kind a girl i am..

another day..

So.. the assignment is not over yet.. but i've felt terribly relax dan berasa udah jadi pengangguran aja..
today is sunday.And i didn't go anywheere besides outing lunch with my family.
this past week i through was quiete tough, tiring yet fun. Some like facing a super rush studio deadline, went hunting with sum fellas, meet up with friend from out of town, slept over with old bestfriends, having a long nite talk with my sister , and so on and so on..
argh,when i realize that a good time always came up with bad time , i hate to face that the wheel always rotating... hm,mendadak saya jadi merasa egois..

Yesterday i went to sekaten with amrx but we went to a a mysterious church where the huge jesus standing first .the sky was super awesome..
but I didnt take many good pictures.I'll show u just few... ;)













nyah nyah nyah... chomp chomp chomp.. i need to learn more about photography. taking a good angle, make a right composition,playing with color.. arghh.. Im still that under than average..

oh ya,saya masih punya kewajiban ngelayout poster buat tugas desain interior dan ngerampungin nonton IT crowd dan GG season 2 yang kamren2 saya pending gara2 nyelsein stupa.And i think a huge glass of smoothie would be great to be a good friend of mine to spend this-have-to-be-long night...

ta dah..!

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really can't trust you no more
i'm sorry

off the hook?

sometimes i really need to get my ass out of my comfort zone
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anyway,
Happy early new year everyone.I know i wouldn't say it right on time cause i would be sleepin and won't notice whrn new year is happening.. :P
(it's not really important thing anyway)

self conversation

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almost noon
it's time to waking up your rebelion mind sweetheart

ray of lights

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guide me to the lights