Nothing to lose

"I will consider this like an effort to persue my victory or at least a chance to grab something to be learnt "

stuck in reverse

...hah.. sudahlah....

(saya benci helaan nafas panjang ini,seperti bukti bahwa saya terlalu gampang menyerah dan tidak mau belajar dari yang sudah sudah)

Dipagi yang cerah cerah mendung ini

Hari ini hari jumat, ada kuliah thermal bu sugini jam 7.50. kuliah satu doang untuk hari ini, ngulang kedua kalinya soalnya taun kmaren baru dapet E. Karena ibu nya agk2 rada, jadi kudu ga bole telat. Lagian malu juga sama adek angkatan 2 taon.mbaknya ndablek nanti mereka kata.
Bangun tepat pukul 7.. masih santai ,cek cek imel ,nyalain mp3.. (udah nyala deng).
Karena mandi masi ngantri, ngajak maenn Timmy dulu, sembari cuci muka dan gosok gigi trus langsung mandi pake sabun wangi.. siul2.. santaaii tetep..
Pukul 7.30 udah rapi udah wangi dong. soalnya mandinya iwis2 doang jadinya parfum adalah jimat penolong yang tak bole terlupa.. manasin motor, pake sepatu trus ngasi makan timmy bentar.. masi siul2..
7.56 sampe kampus.. dengan senyum terkembang nyapa ank2 yg ketemu diparkiran...
7.58 sampe lantai 2.. ktmu nanda yang dengan senyum sumringahnya berujar.. hai mba della.. kelas kosong ui!

wow.. memang sungguh indah pagi ini..
fuk tenan!

yet

being ignored is truly a bliss

Sigur ros - Fljótavík

Listening to this confusion tunage, in the edge of a seashore..
And sounds of wind that blows away the sand always tickling my ears..
silence and quiete..
and look!
the sun is going down,peeking the green land from backside of the clouds...
i'll never miss a perfect evening like this, still in the edge of a seashore..

Let's play

I've postponed my survey for my studio class schedule until tomorrow morning cause of my poor health.
and it's like i couldn't sleep and gettin' more and more insane cause feelin' this pain. And this uncomfortable dry air increase my boredom since i have to stay only right here in my crib! And I have to drink a lot more mineral water since then.. ( i hate mineral water taste in my bitter tounge)
There's gonna be few posts soon, in the mean time here we go..let's play tag

I’m passionate about…
- watch directly the whole world with my own eyes someday..
- join amazin race asia competition with my friend alfina (yeah, this have been our biggest dream since about when we were in high school )
- destroy my procrastinating habbit
- having a cadillac tattoo in my back neck (impossible sekali sepertinya)
- animal animal animaall.. !

Mostly I say…
“whoaaa”
“wew!!!!”
“fuukkk”
“yeaaaah!”

I've just finished reading…
- sort of interior magazines for my interior design task (i have to make a lounge bar which is lil bit difficult since i'm rarely put my ass on the bar's chair!)
- an indonesian hillariously freakin' cute comic book named si bundel

I love listening to…
irish folk instrument, heart beating, suara gesekan 'cassette case' ketika di dikumpulkan menjadi satu di dalam box.

What my friends like about me…
yang pasti bukan karena saya yang rajin, dermawan, ga pelupa dan cinta kebersihan.. lol

Last year I've learned…
- chance to have second chance bisa di ukur dengan rasio 1 : 1000. (so don't ever EVER waste ur chance!)
- failure could come not only once!
- Take care of your loved ones.
- menjadi baik sama sekali tidak akan pernah merugikan.walaupun keuntungan yang didapat tidak seperti apa yang kita perjuangkan.